My eyes have not been 20/20 since I was 17. And for years, I struggled to make sharp pictures while always getting inspired by photographers who made soft, blurry pictures like Julia Margaret Cameron, Sarah Moon, and the like. I realized now that the less I struggle, the happier I am. Other photographers have large format cameras to do their work. I have Lensbaby to thank. I now can make pictures the way I really see. I no longer need to strife to make things sharp in my pictures because that's just not how I see things in real life anyway.
Friday, November 12, 2010
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Machu Picchu

This may sound strange, but Machu Picchu was never on my list of places to visit. But, toward the end of last year, one friend after another mentioned South America, more specifically Peru to me. Being curious and helpful, I started doing research for one of those friends who wanted to go. In the process, I found an opportunity to be in Peru volunteering for women and children. All of a sudden, everything comes together for me. Why wouldn't I go to work with disadvantaged women and children, visit a country known for its amazing woven textile (one of my passions) and see one of the Wonders of the World. I could even afford it! So I decided that a trip to Peru would be my way to welcome 2010.
What's more? I found ways to avoid as much hiking as possible. I got to Machu Picchu by taking a communal taxi (4 people sharing a car) from Cusco to Ollantaytambo, followed by a train to Aguas Calientes, followed by a bus to the bottom of Machu Picchu, then less than half hour walking uphill.
As suggested by many guidebooks, I planned to get there early for the sunrise. I ended up slightly disappointed when I woke up at 5 a.m., seeing rain outside my hotel window. Summoning my knowledge of the buddhist practice, I eased into accepting the possible fact that I won't get the sunrise photos I wanted. So I made a deal with God (as if I can) and asked him to make me see the right pictures when I get there.
As the bus climbed up closer to the entrance, the clouds got thicker. I started seeing mountains wrapped up in a veil of mists that goes in and out, and I realized how much I love watching the changing scenery. It reminds me of those highly produced films where they use fog machines, except no man was involved in this production.
Once I started the mini-hike, really slowly, the amazement never ceased. It really was fascinating. I turned down offers to follow a guide. I wasn't there to study history. I was there to be amazed by what is. I didn't need to be inundated by informations, I just wanted to be. I mostly kept to myself even though I went with a group, taking my time to photograph the scenes the way I want to remember it (dark, bluish, mistycal, quiet), and grateful that I made the decision to be there.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
New Adventure
I am flying off to Peru today. I have not been this brave in a while, but I feel a new me emerging toward the end of last year. I decided that with the New Year, I will start to listen to a new set of guidance system, one that is not based on logical calculations but more on faith in miracles because I want to see the world as a magical place full of wonders.
I've always like the idea of unlimited possibilities, and now I am out to live it in this world. Being super practical, I have to confess that a big part of me is anxious and worried, but I am starting to like the idea of letting go of control and be a person who is present in every moment.
I've always like the idea of unlimited possibilities, and now I am out to live it in this world. Being super practical, I have to confess that a big part of me is anxious and worried, but I am starting to like the idea of letting go of control and be a person who is present in every moment.
I'll keep you posted on how this goes.
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